Long time no type

Greetings, It’s been a long time since I have sat down and expressed anything to this site. Seems like life got hectic with work and life and this fell by the wayside…. So where do I begin or pick up or start over? I still struggle every single day with my anxiety, some days are […]

application

So I am going to start helping at our church, and the application process I thought was good, here is my application about tell me your story…. My story is…. I am 38 years old, originally from Beckley, WV, currently live in Hurricane, WV where I live with my wife (Bridgett) and my son (Lane). […]

Vegas

That night of October 1, 2017 was a terrible tragedy in a place I love to visit. I am actually in Las Vegas right now, and it doesn’t seem like anything ever happened, people are still around acting crazy like a normal Vegas day/night. Then you see a lot of reminders of what happened lots […]

Humanity

Day after Day I think I lose more faith in humanity as a whole. It seems people don’t take marriage for what it truely is. “An intimate and complementing union between a man and a woman in which the two become one physically, in the whole of life. ” “Marriage is the most basic and […]

Trouble

  And I never meant to cause you trouble And and I never meant to do you wrong And ah well if I ever caused you trouble Oh no I never meant to do you harm   There are days like today where I sit and wonder what my father thinks about the life I […]

Church

So I am still on my Celexa (Thank Goodness) I have been struggling alot lately with my anxiety with many contributing factors. I have a new job with a few people under my leadership which hasn’t been going as smooth as I would like but that was expected going into it. I have a huge […]

Away

Evenings like this are times I wouldn’t mind moving far away. I sit here alone work in my garage alone and sit in my own mind alone…. My only real companionship lately is Owen… My 10 year old best friend…. aka my dog. What would we do without pets? They don’t care what we look […]

Hustle

It has been a while since I have just sat and thought of things lately… Not that they haven’t weighed heavily on my mind. As I said previously this summer was going to be challenging, and that it has. My wife is on week 4 of her 9 week assignment in Florida, so our son […]

Paranoia x 2

How many others are consumed by paranoia? Lately I just can’t seem to break it at all. I am constantly worried about all aspects of life. I have added responsibilities at work so I am worried with that, home life has left me worried, not that anything is wrong there just the constant reminder that […]

Summer begins…

My wife left for her work assignment today, I don’t know how married couples work jobs like this… being apart for significant periods of time, she just left this morning and I already just have a bad feeling about her being gone… My paranoia definitely doesn’t help in this situation that’s for sure… Thank goodness […]